| Friday MorNight |
[Jul. 19th, 2008|02:15 am] |
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| |  busy | ] |
Sadly, the social experiment I have conducted on myself has given negative results.
Tonight was not how I should have spent it, and the desperate side of myself has re-awakened.
Never EVER go to a party (especially the mmmtmmmtmmmt party) without thinking of the outcome.
Tomorrow (or later) I will be spilling tonight's uneventful events to my bestfriend, who sadly, did not come with me tonight and I am missing terribly.
Oh, and always finish your homework before anything (like what Mrs. Isidro used to do in her student days).
Because unlike you (or maybe like you) I am cramming for the most annoying projects for my favorite subjects right now.
Its 2:22.
Good mornight, not yet. |
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| Mathmeticious, Physucks, Biofuelisness. |
[Jul. 9th, 2008|09:25 pm] |
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| |  groggy | ] |
This is getting to be an annoying habit.
I sleep for about two hours once I get home, and compensate for those hours by sleeping at 1am.
No surprise.The next day is always packed with contagious yawns.
This is only the beginning,
and I'm wasting more time complaining about it than defying it.
It doesn't help that I have yet to study for Physics and Math.
And no, my heart skipping a beat in Physics is not motivating me to get my notes ready.
Oh, screw this.
BTW, Economics is a depressing subject. To pursue this course in College is a matter of questioning.
And I am sick of reading "GREEN" all over TIME magazines.
Damn Eco project.
*poof* |
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| Hahawaaah. |
[Jul. 6th, 2008|11:11 pm] |
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| |  restless | ] |
Oh no. I am definitely traveling on a cloud away from my responsibilities.
School is going to start in less than 15 hours. I am doing things I shouldn't be doing (like this).
I'd rather read a new book as an award for my year-end merit.
But if I do, I'll never get another one.
I'm being entirely hopeless.
And my mind is refusing to cooperate.
God help. I have Mrs. Isidro first thing in the morning.
Not only that, but how many longtests and how many projects and how many things everyday this week.
Haha.Waaah.
This isn't helping! |
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| Woe is me. |
[Jun. 23rd, 2008|07:04 pm] |
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| |  dreaming | ] |
Right now, I would kill to have our family friend's daughter's good fortune.
Seeing that her international school hosts college campus tours abroad, I am beyond jealous.
Right now,she's taken pictures of all the lovely universities she's seen in Canada.
Sigh.
If only I had the God-given glory of abundant smarts (and funds), I would hop on a plane to Los Angeles straightaway.
First stop: Loyala Marymount University, West Los Angeles.
Oh, and maybe NYU.
And around Asia. I'll bring you guys along with me :D
Don't pinch me just yet. |
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| Random thoughts |
[Jun. 21st, 2008|10:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Mouthwash by Kate Nash | ] |
Hello cyberworld.
It's been a while. Or so I think it is.
It's been eight days already since I've been a senior. I've been having fun, even if everything's not totally enjoyable.
I'm actually enjoying Physics and Math. :) But God help, I still suck at tests.
Oh.About Kapatiran...
My little sister is so quiet. I just want to tug her braids just so that she can say something.
I want to steal my weird classmate's little sister. She's my Mini-me, in some ways.
Shameful. :))
I miss Ate Chachi. Haha.
By the way,about tambayans, I really miss Josephville counters. The isolation, the freedom, and the ownership...it was all good. If anyone stole our tables, it would be the gradeschoolers. You could just flick them away and you'd have your table in seconds.
NOW? The effed up College girls are the ones we fight. They think they own everything, and that they're so cool with their fake LeSportSacs and metallic Greenhills bags. I JUST WANT TO KILL THEM. God, and they're *&@#$ GAAAAAH. GIVE US BACK OUR TABLE YOU BITCHES.
'Nuff said. Till Arnaldo gets in. Muhaha.
*crosses fingers*
ANYWAAAAAAAY.
College applications is a test in itself before the actual one. Agh.
I hope my future is going to be certain sometime soon.
Oh wow.
4-Integrity isn't so bad. I'm still alive and sane. Unlike last year, Eek.
And I've never felt so tired in my highschool years. Yesterday was just a normal day, but I slept straightaway when I got home and only was awake for dinner. But I won't be surprised. I might be brain-dead someday.
My birthday is coming in a month. And my wishlist is growing. Tsk.
Okay,ciao. |
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| Three days and a weekend later. |
[Jun. 15th, 2008|09:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | I will possess your heart by Death Cab for Cutie | ] |
Senior.Graduating Class.Big Sister.
The term hasn't really sunk in, has it?
I'm a little scared. Third Year has prepped me for the realities of highschool, but it hasn't done much for college.
From here, the future looks bleak. I can assure you on that.
The Art courses are calling my name, but the future is remaining silent.
God help.
But I think this year's going to be fun. 4-Integrity, mmm?
Let's make this work. :)
And don't let my I'm-not-exactly-Little-Miss-Sunshine aura get in the way of us becoming friends.
Those little introduction stints in every first class? A load of crap for basis.
I'm a little excited. :D I don't know what's in store. Would you know?
Physics Essay, you're shouting from the monitor. Is it time for us to get back together and start all over again?
Oh, and I like my little sister,even if I have to share her with someone else. (Damn the population of batch 2009!)
OH YES. Please congratulate me. I think I have a sport which finally cooperates with me. :))
 CROQUET IS NOT A GRANNY'S GAME. Let me to be the one to choose a quiet sport. :)) This weekend has been fun. Even if most family trips can get frustrating, I actually enjoyed this one. I should get going. Till then. :) |
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| In the silence of your skin. |
[Jun. 8th, 2008|02:32 am] |
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| |  sore | ] |
 and I need to know if the Book of Answers can tell me what's really wrong. I woke up feeling awful, and sore. and nothing happened in the park, I swear to God, nothing at all. And every mistake I've done today is making my mom think I'm naive. Can everyone stop being hypocrites, please? Oh wait, to address this to an unforgiving world is completely pointless. Do I dare disturb the universe? I've already had. I think. On a lighter and more concrete note: 4-Integrity, here I come. I'm content again, at last. :) Now please, ISIDRO over UMALI. AAAAGGGGHHH. :) :) :) Keep smiling. You don't want people to frown back at you. Take it from someone who knows. |
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| A very shallow post. |
[May. 8th, 2008|07:50 pm] |
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| |  ;)) | ] |
I'm so glad I don't have fictional characters as crushes now.
Instead, visiting the local-international country club tonight has made all the difference during this summer.
I can't wait to go back.
♥ |
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| Things I wish you'd hear (because you never listen). |
[May. 3rd, 2008|12:51 pm] |
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| |  morose | ] |
Good things come in three's? NOT.
YOU:
Your piety is overwhelming.
I'm trying my best not to roll my eyes.
If you think J.K Rowling ang Stephanie Meyer are corrupting my mind,
think again.
Because I'm not running off with any vampires or conducting magic during review classes.
And if you prefer The Chronicles of Narnia over Harry Potter, I'm not surprised.
It's just because C.S Lewis is a devout Christian writer, isn't he?
I hate how you could be so biased.
And if you're so horrified that I read Harry Potter first thing in the morning than the Bible,
leave it to me to balance my religious duties.
Don't meddle on my prayer time. It doesn't have to be set in the moment after I wake up.
What goes on between me and Him, is up to me and Him.
Leave it at that.
YOU:
IF SHE DOESN'T LIKE YOU, LET HER GO.
And don't drag anymore innocent girls into your charm.
I'm not buying it anymore. I don't deserve it, and neither do the girls you've been flirting with.
What a shame, I used to like you.
You know we love you, but don't take that for granted.
YOU:
I hate fighting with you. It's the worst feeling in the world, as you know.
And why did you have to disrupt the post-split peace? Everything was fine even after it lasted.
I wish I didn't develop that habit of hugging your teddy bear every night.
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| thisisferreal. |
[Mar. 28th, 2008|08:26 pm] |
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| | restless | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | This Is For Real by Motion City OST | ] |
Picspam Meme.
Rules are something something. google image search, flickr, dA search, whatever you like
1. The age you will be on your next birthday: 16 (google) 2. A place you'd like to travel: Athens,Greece
(google) 3. Your favorite place: Sydney. (artnetworker) 4. Your favorite object: My Creative, Peyton.  (deviantart) 5. Favorite food: Candy Belts. (deviantart) 6. Your favorite animal: Fairy Penguins. (google) 7. Your favorite color: Midnight Blue. (foto_decadent) 8. The town/state/etc in which you live: Paranaque, Manila. (deviantart) 9. Name of past pet: Mr. Thumper (google) 10. A dream come true: Edward Cullen humanized.
*GASPard* (google) 11. Your nickname/screenname: Pauline. (deviantart) 12. Second name: Ysabel. (deviantart) 13. Favorite Smell: The grass after it rains. (deviantart) 14. Bad habit of yours: Nail-biting. (deviantart) 15. Your first job: Illustrator for classmates. (not anymore) (deviantart) 16. Favourite Movie: Love Actually (well, one of them.)
 (google) 17. What are you doing right now? - Catching up on Harry Potter. Wow.
(google) 18. Whats The Weather Like? Moderate. (deviantart) 19. Favourite Sport: Poi. I'm still learning. (deviantart) 20. Favourite Music/Style/Band: Motion City Soundtrack.
 (google) I tag: ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) permafrostroses, elevensparks, puferflou, and jeanette07
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| It's not over now. |
[Mar. 26th, 2008|02:12 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Let The Drummer Kick by Citizen Cope | ] |
Eight years ago, I couldn't wait to grow up.
I wanted to be a teenager so bad,because compowders and lipstick looked appealing.
Even I just loved the idea of having a five-hour phonecall, of course, with a pink telephone by your lampshade.
So here I am, eight years later, hating the idea of makeup but welcoming long phone calls.
And being the teenager that I couldn't wait to be, I got exposed beyond what the media presented to me in those early years ago.
Anyway, I'm missing the point.
Sitting on a park bench by the pool, stroking the head of a drunken lovelorn teenager asleep on my lap, I couldn't help realizing how clueless I was before.
Then again,every kid in general is clueless about growing pains.
I had fun tonight. I partied with friends I don't usually talk to in school, and I bonded some more with a friend who got a little carried off by alcohol.
She's fine now. I hope. She's on her way home. I hope she'll take care of me too,if anything happens.
I'll miss her. It does feel good when someone trusts you and needs you...
Then again, its nearing 2am. I must leave.
Goodnight, and never rush growing up, like I wanted to. |
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| It's a start. :) |
[Mar. 24th, 2008|12:08 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | pensive | ] |
GOD, I THINK I HAVE DIRECTION. THANK YOU.
Ingenious little quiz. Hmmm.
Funny, Math's really at the bottom. :))
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WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
created with QuizFarm.com |
| You scored as Visual&PerformingArts You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in the Visual or Performing Arts (e.g., Art, Art Education, Art History, Ceramics, Culinary Arts, Dance, Drawing, Fashion Design, Film, Graphic Design, Interior Design, Marketing (advertising), Music, Music Education, Music Theory, Painting, Photography, Theatre).
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Visual&PerformingArts |
| 88% | History/Anthropology/LiberalArts |
| 88% | Psychology/Sociology |
| 81% | English/Journalism/Comm |
| 75% | French/Spanish/OtherLanguage |
| 69% | Biology/Chemistry/Geology |
| 63% | Religion/Theology |
| 56% | Education/Counseling |
| 56% | HR/BusinessManagement |
| 56% | PoliticalScience/Philosophy |
| 44% | Physics/Engineering/Computer |
| 31% | Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health |
| 31% | Accounting/Finance/Marketing |
| 25% | Mathematics/Statistics |
| 25% |
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Liberal Arts? Hmmm. |
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| Scatterbrain-ed |
[Mar. 21st, 2008|11:05 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
With temporary freedom comes sheer boredom.
How was I to expect that?
:))
After a looooooong year of tackling Third Year to the ground,
I've got a handful of shoeboxes and three garbage bags to fill up to clear it all out.
It's funny. I sleep early now because I have nothing to keep me up late.
I'm not used to this. It's like culture shock in some sense.
Anyway, summer cleaning has not been so successful.
And fasting and Pau Lapus don't fall on the same wavelength.
On the brighter side, I'll get that repainting job I want for my room.
And Mom wants to rearrange the whole structure of my room too.
Oh yes, a longer desk and more closet space...woohoo <3
I'm happy. Must go back to cleaning now.
I think I need to enroll for review classes, considering how messed my study habits are.
Mmmm, I still want that dance workshop too.
Agh. No, I'm not too high on the entrepreneur workshop Mama wants me to do.
(Although it might help.)
I hope I'll be going out of this house more often,
hopefully next week.
Being stuck at home is not my cup of tea.
I want to read some new books.
Since we all know what happens to Harry Potter in the seventh book, I miserably have no motivation to even finish the fourth book.
ACK.SHATTAP.FINISH IT.
Everything sure feels loopy.
Must be the heat. |
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| Pause. |
[Mar. 2nd, 2008|06:45 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
This is the worst time for complacency, since this week is composed of clearance, longtests, and prom preparations.
I am quite dead on my cyber and weekend life, since school has occupied most of my time.
Yes, I miss prayer meetings, the movies, and my camera (when it was still functioning)...
And it doesn't help that the fact of third year ending is true.
Really, I spent the whole school year struggling to finish and tackle everything handed down to me, and it just so happens it's gonna end in less than two weeks.
Woah, what a ride we've been through. :)
Third year was composed of my worst and best times of highschool so far.
I got surprised, slept at 4am on a schoolday, got a merit, bitched at a classmate, went to another prom,and fell once again.
I will miss 3A, the noise, and Josephville.
Oh. I never thought I'd say that (about 3A, I mean). Haha.
In the meantime, reality bites that summer's not yet here.
But then again, Summer won't be so boring according to my plans.
I have a wika debate to do (no thanks to you Gng. Ordanza), a hell of a Social longtest, a pink card to be filled up as well as a pink paper, a Lit LT and presentation, and a Quest Defense paper.
Maaaannnn. :| :)) :( :/
Just a few more months, and I'll be a Senior.
Friends, we have come this far. Let's savor it for the limited time remaining. |
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| Ew,No. |
[Feb. 18th, 2008|04:14 pm] |
Kim Stolz's girlfriend is not as equally hot.
Hamburger in a can?
Naked Cowboy is still alive?
Apparently, things like these happen when you're finished with your Computer seatwork early. |
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| Hearts' all over the world tonight. |
[Feb. 14th, 2008|09:15 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Ive got a crush on you by Noise Ratchet | ] |
What a Valentine's Day. :)
It was beautiful, yet somewhat depressing. I don't know, should surreal be the right term?
Anyway, I have a humongous pink rose in my room right now.
thank you. You,yes, you. I forgive you. ♥ ilyiliyily.
I can't understand. My head hurts. I guess this is how it is when you wake up from a 4-hour nap.
Ohhhh btw, what a Teacher's Day! It was like the oldschool gradeschool approach of getting students to do the teaching. :))
K.Lo was Ms. Maramag IN FLATS.
Jane was Ms. Galan (AHAHAHAHAHA) with the bitin jogging pants. Where's yer whistle? (No, shaaddaap. I love Ms. Galan now. Seriously.)
Kaye was a hot Ms. Belaro. x))
Hye-in is such a cute little Ms. Musni!!! <333
Amusing. I lav. I lav.
Its a long weekend, folks. CHIYEAH.
;D Happy Vday to you all. :))
Sof's birthday is in approximately two days! Woot.
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| NOISE. |
[Jan. 22nd, 2008|02:43 pm] |
With classmates like these, I won't be surprised if I get a hearing aid when I'm 60 something.
That is, if I'm still alive. (Woohoo, morbid thoughts)
Oh God, shut the fuck up already JP.
Someday, I hope the ground swallows her up, along with her motormouth posse. >:)
Hope it includes Odang. I hate her so much for giving me a special assignment right now. :|
IwonderwhenI'lleverwritealight,happyentry,justlikebefore.
Sigh. :/ |
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| Because Tuesdays aren't what they seem to be anymore. |
[Jan. 15th, 2008|11:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  aggravated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Face Down by RedJumpsuit Apparatus | ] |
>:(
I always looked forward to Tuesdays. They were always the lightest day, or the day someone would make me happy first thing in the morning.
But then I realized, that was over a year ago. It's 2008. A new year that's supposed to have less drama than the previous one.
Yeah, right.
Okay, so I did start the year right. Okay, yes. I have a bad habit of only using my LJ for ranting. But seriously, the monday & tuesday's events are enough to make you raaannntt. 'Nuff said.
First of all, the ACD issue thing isn't making things greater for the club. And second, I got my first violation ever today because the pudgy mole woman is powertrip-happy and my jumper straps are a tad bit long.
God, woman. I'm sorry if I'm such a big threat to St. Scho because my jumper straps are a centimeter longer than the standard length.
NYARR, you are so in need of a lover. :|
Just you wait, I'm coming back with a legion of comrades. We're going to bomb your office and kick your ass after we graduate.
(Libreng mangarap ah.)
Damn, I miss the former CSF.
Damn, I can't wait to get out of this place.
This has been the worst Tuesday so far.
AndImnotgonnaincludemegoingbananaswithpromdateissuesandtrigonometryhomework.
I need a hug. :(( and a pack of dark chocolate.
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| I still remember. |
[Jan. 7th, 2008|04:17 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blank | ] |
It's Prom season already.
And as I call recall two years ago,
you said you'd take me.
and it sucks to know where we are now.
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| For Tita Lei Fernandez |
[Dec. 21st, 2007|07:57 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  thankful | ] |
I thought I was gonna lose one of my best friends to his mother's death.
Thank God he's fine, and so is his family.
We're always here. Much love and condolences to the Fernandez family.
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My friend's mom died last week due to a heart attack. It came as a shocker, since I've always known her as one of the sweetest moms in the community. She seemed pretty healthy too and I know she even worked at Gold's Gym. She was young, at only 48. Pretty much her death has made me aware that death knows no age. Also, her death made me aware that anyone could be next.
I came from the crematorium this afternoon and the whole experience just made me tear up.
I mean yeah, I'm only really close to one of her sons but feeling the burden of his whole family can be pretty heavy.
I talked to Nando after his mom was placed in the crematorium. It's been a while since we had a good friend talk. I'm just glad he let it all out and that he was taking it well.I haven't encountered anyone who can be so strong and yet God has shown me today a pure example.
I'm just glad Tita Lei is in some place better, and that her family is aware of that.
:) May God bless her and her family. |
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